Final Halloween

It was my final Halloween at The Agency. It really brought up some odd emotions. It's bitter sweet; exciting and thrilling but at the same time it makes me sad to know that I've spent 5 1/2 years in this place. Sometimes I'm angry that I gave them so much to be terminated when they were done with me. Sometimes it makes me feel good to know i spent 5 1/2 years listening to the people who have become my friends, laughed with them and enjoyed the good times and the bad and even crying over the stress and the heartache that is The Agency.
It's amazing to me how much I've changed in that time. I always knew they would have to give me the boot to get me to leave no matter what I was put through. I've been through a fiance, 2 boyfriends, the death of 4 loved ones. Looking back on it, I cannot believe I've lost and gained so much in 5 years. I've been here during so many important times in my life. It will be odd not to have it be part of me, to not come to work excited or needing to talk to my friends. Some of my friends at the Agency will be my friends for the rest of my life. Some I may never see again. But for 5 years it was my life. It was life lived. A lot of strong bonds and good came with a lot of bad.
It's not quite time to say goodbye just yet. 2 more weeks. That's all that's left. I think I will enjoy the time I have and consider myself lucky that I get to go to work for the next two weeks with some of my dearest friends.

Besides... Who could be sad after spending a day surrounded by such sweet faces :o)

Happy Halloween Everyone
~Z~